Sunday, March 1, 2009

Facing Your Demons

On the floor in my lounge is a package. In the package is a dvd. The dvd is enticing me to watch it, but I can't. This is something I've ordered for research purposes for my book. I've already written the chapter in the book that this relates to, but it's based on a real life incident that happened 18 years ago and I'm not sure my memory serves me correct in remembering the finer details. The only problem is, I know it will upset me if I watch this. I've never, ever watched any footage since it happened and I always swore I wouldn't. But I know at some point, that I have to watch it, if my book is to be written correctly. So, at the moment, it's buried under a stack of mail and that's where I intend for it to stay, for a little while at least. Then I may, just may have to force myself to watch it. I will order the kleenex in especially for that moment.....

2 comments:

trousers said...

This isn't on-topic, but - something's happened to your blog! Your main page appears without any posts on it, I could only get to comment here by clicking on the "Facing Your Demons" link from my reading list update (when you click on "40 things..." it's blank).

Hope you can get it sorted - and I wish you strength in facing your demons too.

Janette Jones said...

Hi trousers, loaded it separately and didn't appear to have a problem, so not quite sure, perhaps Blogger playing up??